Hell and Heaven....24 hours apart.

After being stuck on the subway for 1 and half hour yesterday, I am beginning to think over the meaning of my life again. Hungry and had to pee, i ran out the train as soon as the door opens 2 stops prior my stop, and left my mom's favorite umbrella on the train, tried to go back and get it, and the door closed on me, the train is heading to the west side yard. What a day.

HELL

Was the nice long weekend an illusion? God ...pls tell me....what is the meaning of this life? *sob*
Is this the cross i need to bear...or is there something i havn't let go yet?

HEAVEN!

The nice hike on Saturday with some fellow brothers/sisters...fun~~

Relaxing afternoon at the K's....with Victoria's wood fired pizza served by a loving brother).